Tuesday, January 7

Dreaming

Dreams is probably one of the most interesting topics. People talk about it as if it's real yet not at the same time. But, I do believe that dreams is way for God to communicate to us humans.

So.. these past Christmas break of ours, I've been dreaming a lot of times. Some are bad and some are good ... but I chose not to write it down like I did many times before. Part of it is because I'm really lazy and I'm not good at describing things. (Heck, I can't even write down what I'm feeling these days. Believe me I've tried.)

It actually scares me to remember those dreams even if they're good. Though I did tried to remember it quickly as I woke up. Lol, but really it scares me cause I might want to just live in that dream if they're too good or just not remember it cause its too painful.

Ugghh.. Dreaming is a bit depressing cause it's always in a form of a code that our brains can't decrypt. Though I know that some part of my dreams speak things I didn't know about me and probably some part of it are warnings from God. How do I know these? I ask God for discernment every time I woke up after a dream. In some way... while mulling over my dreams I just know that God gave some sort of interpretation or meaning behind these dreams.

 I'm pretty sure I'm not making sense here (Sorry, I'm a confusing being).

 I really just want to write and my writing skills have been rusty.. so forgive me for this poor post.